How to Tell Your Heart’s on the Mend

Monday, August 18

tell me why...

So tell me why, after I wrote that blog about my ex saying I was too fat for him, I have been getting ads on myspace about "Big Beautiful Women Personals."  (Makes a girl wonder!!!)
Tell me why my background code somehow prints my status in really tiny letters so it's way up in the corner and you can't read it when you view my profile.
Tell me why my ex called my son's phone at 1:30 this morning.  He's nine, dood, he's not going to pick you up from the bar... ya drunk ass.
Tell me why I went over for another booty call Friday night.  (Mom, don't ever say anything to me about it.  I'm embarrassed enough as it is.)

Tell me why I'm never doing it again.  (MARK MY WORDS!)
Tell me why I had the best day EVER today.  (could it be the decision that I'm never going to see him again, and this time I mean it?)
Tell me why my mom got drunk tonight, lol.
Tell me why my kids were talking and walking like robots tonight while getting ready for bed.
Tell me why it's so damn funny that Martika says "tell me why" all the time and I'm totally doing it because I think it's HILARIOUS.
Tell me why I LOVE the people I work with.  (Shout out to MICOL, MYRA, EMILY, KELLEE, JULIE, MARTIKA, and of course my BFF SIN-DEE for an amazing day at AERO!)
Tell me why I had the same outfit on today that I had on LAST Sunday.
Tell me why I feel the need to change my profile background and song ALL the time.
Tell me why, when I was with my ex Friday night, he said, "Have you been working out?  You look sexy as hell."  YA DAMN RIGHT!  (Amazing what a stress diet will do for ya.)
Tell me why I have the best friends in the WORLD.
Tell me why I can't think of anything else to make you tell me.  LOL

Night guys, love you all.

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