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Wednesday, September 27
lazy blogger...
So I haven't had much to say in a few days... maybe it's because I'm ashamed of myself for still talking to PC. I went through that whole dramatic "goodbye" post and I STILL can't let go. I covered his name tattoo, I dyed my hair, I changed my phone number, I did all these drastic things to symbolize being over him and I'm NOT. So. Now what?
Wednesday, September 27
sobriety...
I've been sober... I mean, on the wagon... that is, the wagon where I don't talk to PC... for 15 hours. It was a rough night. I can't wait until K Ry goes on nights so I can call her and not worry about waking someone up. I told him at 4:30 yesterday afternoon that while I appreciated his help, I need to do the rest on my own. He said, "good luck jessie." Let's see how long I can handle this. This has to be the end. Or, wait... let me be more positive... this is the beginning...
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